Well i couldn't be happier...

Forget his name, Forget his walk, Forget the way he used to talk, Forget the love that you once knew.
Remember now, There's someone new.
Forget the fun that you once shared, Forget the fact that he once cared,  Forget the time you spent together.
Remember now, He's gone forever.
Forget the times they played your song, Forget you cried all night long, Forget how close you once were.
Remember now, he belongs to her.
Forget the thrills when he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry, Forget the way he said your name.
Remember now, Things aren't the same.

"God will never close a door without opening a window."

Everything happens for a reason... and man i love my friends more than anything! and im soo glad things are happening the way they are at the same time.

This christmas break was deffiently one to remember. and tops off the other ones by far :)

LOVE ~Molly~

We'll this would be the thrid weekend i was involved with cops. and its getting kinda old. Well i no longer have a car. It was totaled when we were in our accident. But yea we are goin to have to pay, and yea we no longer have a car, but somehow this was supost to happen for a reason, i dont know why but it did. But right now all im thankful for is that we are alive. If we were hit with an explore, i have no doubt that we would not be here right now. So drive safe, and kelci... dang girl you do have a hard head :) lol you know what im talking about. love you guys

~Molly~

"EVERYTHING happens for a reason!"

First of all i just have to say how thankful i am for the parents that i was blessed to have. They have raised me so well, and i know i didnt realize it before, but now i do. Over the last few months and especially over the last few weeks things have happend and tonight especially i have relazed so much. Just from talking to my parents mostly my dad. Its amazing how for the longest time we didnt talk and even get along, but throughout the last few weeks its almost as if he's my best friend i never knew i had.

For those of you that dont know what happend tonight we went to a party. Its been planed for quite some time now, but it didnt end up going the way we wanted. We had to lie to be able to stay there, and that fell through. With my alcohol already bought, (thanks stu) i went over to a friends house with all intenions of getting so drunk tonight, and just having fun. But for some reason i got there and just didnt want to. Party was amazing, (without drinking) but then it was time to leave. Plans fell through so some of my friends... (i love you all to death! you have no idea how much you mean to me and ALWAYS know i will be there for you NO matter what!!) couldnt stay the night. They had some stuff to drink because all our intentions were to spend the night there. i was driving one of my friends cars home....quite fast might i add because we had ten min to be home of we were in a ton of shit. and were about 20 min. away. Parents were calling trying to figure out the story, but no one would answer their phone. Ahead of me i see cop lights so i slow down. But just as im doing so cop lights behind me we turned on. FUCK i was getting pulled over. 15 over at one point and then once i turned onto another street it was 12.  I was asked if i had been drinking and i told him no the others were questioned, and did admit that they had been. I was asked to step out of the car and was given all the standard tests for being drunk but passed them all.  The cop let me know and the others that we could have been arested and in jail tonight, but because we responsible and smart to have a d'd and to tell the truth we were all let off the hook. No ticket for speeding, no ticket for driving someone elses car, no being arested.. cuz we know i wouldnt want that to happen... oh wait it kinda already did... oh yeah and that was last weeked. But best of all No M.I.P. so stu i know you were upset with me because you bought me my "shit" and i didnt drink it and pay you for it or whatever but everything did happen for a reason tonight. and I cant wait to fill someone in on everything else that happened because she is prob. passed out right now... haha i love you girlie. And might i add we are two lucky son of a bitches!!! i dont think i haev been so close to getting into so much crap in my life, and both times with you, and we got out of it both times.

anyway learn from your mystakes, learn from others mystakes, and be you. someone told me that when i went on kairos i was supost to learn to find my self and be myself. And im glad i have. Because i am not a drinker. and because of that we were ok tonight, and we were all safe. And i do encourage the right thing. I am sorry i have dissapointed some people, and say things or encourage things that i find wrong and dont do, but people are goin to be encouraged, and do what they wanna do.  i was encouraged tonight. but you have to be strong to just know who you are and be yourself no matter what anyone else tells you. And once you have done that you have found a big part of your self and you are being you.

Jessica, i love you and i am sorry for the crap thats been going on. but im sooo glad we have b-ball coming up and its going to be awesome.... i lvoe you soo much and next weekend... its all u baby!

I love my friends to death and they know that.

I love you all

~Molly~

Well lets see... its now been 3 days since i FUCKED UP bad! First Joe im am sooo sorry. I learned so much through this experence. U can pray whenever, you have to do whats right, if you make a mystake you have to take the consequences... "everything happnes for a reason." even if your not sure why i think we all learned something different from this experence, if not the same thing...but im ready for this do be over with and im done talking about it.

Thank you to all my friends, you guys are amazing. Thank you for confronting me with the things i screw up on. If it wasnt for you i wouldnt have really thought about it.

Halloween was amazing, and some pics are on facebook.

<3 you all

~Molly~

Well guys its been awhile... but yeah so i dont have much to say, except for the fact that I cant open up to some people and im sorry, Some people think they know everything... but dont... i wish i could just let it all out but i cant and im sorry. There are only a few people that know the real me, Jessica, Kelci,... need to fill u in on the little kinda big part i left out. My Sister and Gabby. and im sorry. There are some that are begining to~ J-Rod...your amazing. And some that would if i could only talk to them more, but i have lost some touch with them and im going to try and pick that back up. But I have hurt some people and im sorry, not being there for the people that loved me the most. My dad made me realized alot of things last night, and i have never in my life been so hurt, because i realized alot on my own, after he brought it up. I feel like shit because of the way i have treated the people that i really love and that love me. He made me really realize what i have been trying to ignore, but to hear it from my dad is what made it the truth, and hurt so much becasue we dont talk that much and even he knows. Its sad how my dads the one that had to tell me. But at the same time im sooo thankful, because then it was an opening to hear it from others. *you know who u are and thank you.* But i still cant get over the fact and its amazing how you hurt the people u love, and the the ones that you want to love you are the ones that hurt you. This has been hurting me for the last day and a half, but all i can do now is start over, and start to rebuild things that i was almost to selfish to see. Life is a game, no one is perfect, but your friends are the ones that are helping you to become as close to perfect that you can. No one is supost to know what happens. No one is supost to know when we go, why we made it through certing things we thought would have killed us. and what kept us going... but thats ok becaes only one person knows whats going to happen... and he wasnt ready for us yet... So heres to the end of one chapter and begining of the next. <3 Molly

Don't let your life wait for other people.  That which does not kill you will ultimately make you stronger.  10 years from now, most of what we freak out about won't make a difference.  If you're not living  (I mean REALLY living) then you're dead already.  Sometimes smart people can do very, very stupid things.  the one person you can truly LoVe is often right in front of you.  Never EVER let a member of the opposite sex make you compromise your standards....never.  Nothing is ever too good to be true.  Parents aren't around forever and you need to treasure them while they are.  Never do something if the risk is greater than the ReWaRd.  Think carefully before you act.  Dreaming and doing go hand in hand.  Life moves fast, but not so fast that you can't slow down to enjoy it.  Instead of waiting for life to get better, do something about it.  You REALLY should do what needs to be done NOW and not later, procrastination is the easiest way, but not the most profitable.  If your intuition is telling you not to do something, then DON'T. If he doesn't respect you, then he's not worth any of  your time.  If at first you don't succeed, try again.....then GiVe Up.  Someday you will look back on this and it will all seem funny.  You never know when you are making a memory.  The heart DOES heal and you will love like this again- except when you do, you'll deny that you ever loved like this before.  Nothing matters if you don't have loved ones to share it with- your siblings are incredibly precious, if you don't know this now- you will. If you can laugh at yourself, you are going to be fine.  If you allow other to LaUgH with you, you'll be great.  And kissing is the most fun thing- dancing is almost as fun, almost.  

This was played for me, but you guys keep me going. and i know i havent always been there but thats going to change. i love you~ and always will.

My Best Friend : Weezer

When everything is wrong I'll come talk to you You make things all right When I'm feeling blue You are such a blessing And I won't be messing With the one thing that Brings life to my darkness You're my best friend And I love you And I love you Yes I do There is no other one Who can take your place I feel happy inside When I see your face I hope you believe me Cause I speak sincerely And I mean it when I tell you That I need you You're my best friend And I love you And I love you Yes I do I'm here right beside you I will never leave you And I feel the pain you feel When you start crying You're my best friend And I love you And I love you Yes I do You're my best friend And I love you And I love you Yes I do Yes I do